Wow, 2 blogs in one day. I must be making up for lost time.
I've learned alot today.
I learned how worried parents really get about their kids, and who their kids talk to.
I learned that even though you think it will hurt you to let something go, it probably won't be as bad as you think. If it brings you fear then its not something you should have in your life to start with.
I learned who my best friends are. After doubting for awhile if I even had any of those left in my life. I found them. They didn't run away, or hide form me. They were in plain sight right where I could see but didn't.
I feel one with myself again.
One thing I loved so much about this week was a 2 and a half hour phone conversation with one of my best friends. In that 2 and a half hours, I completely forgot about how much pain I had felt in the past weeks.
Song of the Day!!
Fergie - Big Girls Don't Cry
Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay
Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity
La Da Da Da Da Da
Final Thoughts!!:
Cookies, Movies, Guitar Hero 3, and DDR.... Gonna make a great party this weekend.
I'm done now.
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