the quest for belly button what now?

This past week.... Has been one of the most amazing weeks of my life.

On top of getting home from camp and being on this charge from it all, there have been little things and somewhat wonderful things that have made it completely amazing.

I have a boyfriend now. His name is Kory Moore and he is one of the most amazing people I have ever met. He's so smart, and cute =) He makes me smile. More importantly, he's a gentleman, and does things the right way.

I have figured out why I adopt people. It's an attempt to remake a once imperfect family perfect again.

Song of the Day!!!

JamisonParker - Your Song

Tonight I'd rather be in love
rather it was you flowing through my blood
scraping through my veins my everything
and you cling to every thread
that clings to me

I live in notes and photographs
and everything I'm holding back
but you're the words that weren't enough
you remind me of a song I used to love

I couldn't call you if I wanted
my fingers couldn't work if they tried
they're so sore from keeping crossed
and tracing over cuts on my worthless arms
if I said "I hated the feeling" it would be a lie

I live in notes and photographs
and everything I'm holding back
but you're the words that weren't enough
you remind me of a song I used to love

I live in notes and photographs
and everything I'm holding back
but you're the words that weren't enough
you remind me of a song I used to love

you remind me of a song I used to love

Final Thoughts!!!:

People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they are afraid to feel?

For some reason I really like that quote.

It's so nice to say something to someone, and mean it, and them know exactly what you meant and how you meant it.

I'm done now.