Bubba The Bucktooth Chihuahua

Today was actually ok.

Despite the Drama Llama invading our lil celebration, it was a fun day.

I got to see 2 of my little brothers today. Dustin and Bruce came to the little festival thingy today. Which was real cool.

I figured out how I feel too. I don't feel angry. I don't feel depressed. I don't feel sad. I feel used. And yes by you, if by chance you decided to randomly read this. I feel like a dirty needle. Way to make me feel like something I fear.

By the way I don't tell people to talk to you. Just in case you were wondering.

Fireworks on the roof were fun tonight.

Song of the Day! Wow same band as the last post.... Not something I usually do....

Paramore - For A Pessimist, I'm Pretty Optimistic

Just talk yourself up
And tear yourself down
You've hit your one wall
Now find a way around
Well what's the problem?
You've got a lot of nerve

So what did you think I would say?
No you can't run away, no you can't run away
So what did you think I would say?
No you can't run away, no you can't run away
You wouldn't

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away
You threw it away

I'm not so naive
My sorry eyes can see
The way you fight shy
Of almost everything
Well, if you give up
You'll get what you deserve

So what did you think I would say?
No you can't run away, no you can't run away
So what did you think I would say?
No you can't run away, no you can't run away
You wouldn't

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away
You threw it away

You were finished long before
We had even seen the start
Why don't you stand up, be a man about it?
Fight with your bare hands about it now

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay well did you
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away

I never wanted to say this
You never wanted to stay
I put my faith in you, so much faith
And then you just threw it away

Final Thoughts!!!

The boundaries which divide life from death are at best shadowy and vague. Who shall say where one ends, and the other begins?

Camp is in exactly 2 weeks. I'm freakin' excited.

I'm done now.