dont be calling me to see

If ever there was a time my life sucked total ass.

It's now.

I'm not going to detail it. No one is gonna die if they don't know why.

The pixelation is so awesome on this computer. It really is. I dig it. The fact its a Compaq sucks though.

It seems to me that whenever I'm sure about something. Or think I'm sure about something it get ripped away from me. And I don't do anything to provoke this tearing away. It just happens.

Just think if I had balls enough to say some stuff. This blog would have been written a long time ago.

But, I don't. So you got it today.

You know, you really don't know what you have until it's gone. Except here. Because I stayed. I could have so easily walked away from it all. I could have told you that you lost me. I'll never tell why I didn't. And you don't deserve to know.

Song of the Day

Fate's Legend - Be Together

I feel the end is coming near,
but I feel that you'd be here.
You left me alone for someone new,
but you should have known that I loved you.
It seems like the one you ever loved
leaves you behind in the dust
for someone new.

I'm not going to live forever.
I just wanted to be together,
until the end.
Is this going to last forever?
I just want to be together
until the end.

So now you left me here at home,
leaving me here all alone.
You said that you wanted to have some space,
but all I can see is her face
It seems like the one you ever loved,
leaves you behind in the dust
for someone new

I'm not going to live forever.
I just wanted to be together,
until the end.
Is this going to last forever?
I just want to be together
until the end.

I'm not going to live forever.
I just wanted to be together,
until the end.
Is this going to last forever?
I just want to be together
until the end.

Final Thoughts:

Get ready for it. Because the same thing is probably going to happen to you.

And I'm not here to fall back on.

I'm not a consolation prize.

I'm done.