Saturday, April 14, 2007

quit stealing my grape gobstoppers



Today was freakin' good until 5 minutes ago when I decided to talk to my feelings.

I should know better by now. DON'T TALK TO THE FEELINGS!!! THEY DON'T PLAY NICE WHEN ITS DARK OUTSIDE!!!

But you know what? If I could take it back, I wouldn't. I used to think, "Well, I wish I didn't write that because I done screwed it all up." But, not anymore.

For some reason, I wanna cry.

I feel like I'm losing everybody.

And, trust me it sucks hardcore.

Because you sit there and think, "This person is important to me I know this for a fact, why have they disappeared?" And, you pretty much never figure out why.

Song of the Day!

Skillet - Comatose

I hate feeling like this
I'm so tired of trying to fight this
I'm asleep and all I dream of

Is waking to you
Tell me that you will listen
Your touch is what I'm missing
And the more I hide I realize I'm slowly losing you

Comatose
I'll never wake up without an overdose of you

[Chorus:]
I don't wanna live
I don't wanna breathe
'les I feel you next to me
you take the pain I feel
waking up to you never felt so real
I don't wanna sleep
I don't wanna dream
'cause my dreams don't comfort me
The way you make me feel
Waking up to you never felt so real

I hate living without you
Dead wrong to ever doubt you
But my demons lay in waiting
Tempting me away
Oh how I adore you
Oh how I thirst for you
Oh how I need you

[Bridge:]
Breathing life

Waking up My eyes
Open up

Don't leave me alone

Final Thoughts!:

Meghan should be in drama. That call tonight was bloody hysterical.

I'm done now.

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