anyone who has smelled it knows

I overreact about alot of stuff I have figured out.

Today was cool. I went to Walmart..... Twice. Once for pictures, and then Jackie, Austin, Shelby, and I went to get Austin a Halloween costume. He's gonna be THE PHANTOM! From Phantom of the Opera. It was fun. If I had to be stuck in a car with someone for a long period of time, it would be with them.

I deleted a blog I thought someone would freak out about, but now I wish I just left it. I am way too paranoid. Why did God give us thoughts about reactions? Why can't we just say stuff and not worry about how other people will react or what other people will think of us.

It doesn't help that you had to sing at me you know. You just like to make everything more complicated for me don't you? I know you weren't singing directly to me, that would have been odd and I would have told you it was at the time. I think you like her. I really do. Thats odd too though considering how old you are. But you know, she probably would never go for you. For the same reasons I wouldn't. You don't even know I have a blog. So I dont know why I just typed that out.

Oh! The mass confusion!!

Song of the Day!!!!!!!!

Motion City Soundtrack - Attractive Today

I am wrecked. I am overblown.
I am also fed up with the common cold.
But I just hate to say goodbye
To all the metaphors and lies
That have taken me years to come up with.

Say it's true. Say you like me.
(I like you.)
Just for the night.
for me, it's been eternity..

And as I gently sip this drink,
I think about my lack of future,
And all the places I could learn to fall in love.

I know I shouldn't waste my time,
Wishing I'd been better designed,
yet for some reason still think

I am wrecked. I am overblown.
I am also fed up with the fucking common cold!
When I just want to feel alive for the first time in my life,
I just want to feel attractive today.

Final Thoughts!!:

Dark chocolate should be free in all 50 states.

As should gummi worms.

Ze behbeh penguin fixes alot of things. Identical ones are awesome too.

I'm happy now.

I'm done.