no more wire hangers

I feel the need to change my password.

Ok yesterday was too great for today to be great also. I knew it. I knew something was coming along to crap on me big time. I just sense it with my telekinetic powers (you know the ones I use to kill flies with.)

Everything is falling apart. It really is, everything I once thought was, for once, something stable in my life has now crumbled to the ground like ashes falling from a fire.

It is an incredible feeling to have everything go down like that.

And I go back to my most obvious statistic about female dieting. The most common way that girls break their diets is because they get their hearts broken.

And to top everything off tonight, half the numbers on the top of my keyboard won't work.

And now that I typed that they do work. Figures.

Alot of things come from the north this evening. Well, sort of.

For the song of the day thing, I have 2, because one doesn't have words. So, all I really can post is the title of it.

Sarah, most coolest sister whom I share my names with, this is why I love you. File transfers rock my face off.

Official song of the day......... Cloud2Ground-Raindown (Raw Piano Dub)

Other song of the day with words. Northward we march-ish.

Gary Alan- Life Ain't Always Beautiful

Life ain't always beautiful
Sometimes it's just plain hard
Life can knock you down, it can break your heart

Life ain't always beautiful
You think you're on your way
And it's just a dead end road at the end of the day

But the struggle makes you stronger
And the changes make you wise
And happiness has it's own way of takin' it sweet time

[chorus]
No, life aint always beautiful
Tears will fall sometimes
Life aint always beautiful
But it's a beautiful ride

Life aint always beautiful
Some days I miss your smile
I get tired of walkin' all these lonely miles

And I wish for just one minute
I could see your pretty face
Guess I can dream, but life dont work that way

But the struggles makes me stronger
And the changes make me wise
And happiness has it's own way of takin' its sweet time

No, life aint always beautiful
But I know I'll be fine
Hey, life aint always beautiful
But its a beautiful ride
What a beautiful ride

Final Thoughts!

Mrs.Clifton would die to know I typed the word "ain't" out in my blog post.

I love you John you're the best twin anyone could ever ask for. Sorry I didn't really talk though. I kind of wanted to, but there were other people in the room, and I guess that made a difference. I also really didn't know how to describe everything other than how I tried. And if it takes another 2 and 1/2 hours phone conversation to do some cheering up... Another 2 and 1/2 hours phone conversation it will be.

I wish everything was the way it used to be.

I'm done now.