close to my number 200 man I should have saved you

Ok, last night I said I was going to blog about you, so here I am. I really wrote this last night, but yeah it's going up now.

Amazing how 2 people so much alike can be different in so many ways. When I started writing this, I had the idea in the back of my mind that I would kind of be writing about myself. But when it came down to putting all I had imagined on paper, it was extremely difficult. I realized I shouldn't have the idea of writing about myself, because even though we are so similar, we are very very different.

John is basically one of the most amazing people I have ever "met." He's my best friend, he's like family to me. I admire so many things about him. I admire his courage and strength in what he believes in. When things get tough, he always gets through them and comes out stronger, no matter what. He doesn't let the small things bother him. He's a genuine sweetheart, not something he wears on his sleeve.

I was listening to the radio while I was writing this and the song that came on helped me define something.
Awhile back, I asked John what one word he would use to describe himself. I believe he said, "different." Which is a wide word to use. It could mean different in many things. I never chose my word. He picked the easy one.

So, last night I was listening to the radio, this song came on and I decided in some way it applies to both of us. We're angels in waiting. We're waiting for our wings, so we can fly away from the pain of being without something we long for so badly.

We fly in opposite directions, pursuing the same thing.

That probably really sucked, I should stick to taking pictures.