Love and Marriage... with some extra baggage.

Babysitting in the boonies sucks.

Wanna know why?

You have NOTHING to do! It makes you think about things. It seriously does. Things like growing up, being married with children, leaving for college, possibly leaving some of your best friends behind in your life as much as you try to tightly get ahold of it and never let go of.

Tonight has been some akward night, mostly started by me.

Shelby needs to come home. I'm going insane.

I Can't make up my mind. Wheter or not I want to stay 16 forever or grow up and have kids and get old and gray. All of that seems so distant and scary.

I'm gonna go to bed now I have to wake up at 8 tomorrow morning and go out to the middle of nowhere again.

No Final Thoughts.

I'm done for now.